Alphas Confess All Page 15

  “God, Reid, you’ll do anything for him, won’t you?” Jessica was stunned at how far Reid was willing to go. He was willing to sleep with her to please his lover?

  Reid shook her gently. He forced her to look up into his eyes. She had to admit that he looked tortured. “I’m not doing it for him. I’m doing this for me. I’ve been plotting and planning this for three fucking years. I am not going to let some misunderstanding blow it all to hell now.”

  “So you admit you befriended me because you thought I would be the perfect cover for your relationship with Gideon?”

  Reid’s bitter laughter ran through the night. “You think I’m trying to cover up my relationship because I’m scared of what society will think? Society can go to hell. I’ll shout my relationship with Gideon from the rooftops. What I want is so much more taboo, darling. I want a threesome. I want to fuck you both, often and regularly. I want to take it from him while I’m giving it to you.”

  Despite the freezing temperatures, she felt her body flush with heat. How could she believe him when he’d lied to her for years? “I don’t believe you.”

  “Believe this,” Reid muttered as he ground his hips against her. She could feel his erection. “I’ve spent months dying to fuck you while I had to play the friend. I don’t want to be your friend. I want to be your lover.”

  “Maybe you should have mentioned that sometime before now.” She tried to pull away because she really, really wanted to melt into him. She wanted to believe everything he said. Her heart hurt too much.

  “And drag you into my world? Baby, when we first met you, Gideon was still trying to please his family.” He was practically pleading with her. She wanted to be cold as ice, but Reid had a way of melting her. “I was in the closet with him. I didn’t want you to be there, too. I have another confession to make. I’m a switch. Gideon is my Dom, but I want to be yours. I want to be your Dom so bad I dream about it at night. Do you have any idea how much I want to dominate you?”

  “Don’t bother.” The sharp bark split the chilly air. She looked up and Gideon was striding toward them. He didn’t look like a man who was pining for her. He looked dangerous. He was a predator, and she was in his sights. Her first instinct was to run from the look in his gray eyes.

  “Don’t. He’ll just chase you down, and it will be so much worse,” Reid murmured as he held her. He looked at Gideon. “I thought we were going to talk to her.”

  “Talking won’t work,” Gideon spat out as he kicked his way through the snow. “We’ve tried it your way. It’s my turn. I’m the Dom in this relationship. I’m going to start acting like it. You wanted me to stop hiding who I am; well, get ready because you might not always like the real me.”

  He reached for Jessica and only then did she see the length of rope he held. In no time flat her wrists were held together while Gideon bound her neatly in a few quick moves. Jessica fought the rope holding her, but it was tight. Gideon was an expert.

  “What are you doing?” She pulled on the bindings. Gideon kept a hold of a longish length. He wound it around his fist.

  “Taking what’s mine,” Gideon stated through clenched teeth. “I’m done playing, Jessica. I fucked up, and I apologized. I was willing to try the whole wooing you thing, but you didn’t obey me. You were supposed to stay in your room.”

  “This is my fault?” she asked, indignation plain in her voice.

  “Hell, yeah. You don’t get the way this works, baby. I’m the Dom. I give the orders. You follow the orders.” He looked savage in the moonlight. The snow amplified it and made it seem almost like day outside. “Reid might play your Dom, too, but never, ever forget that I am the head of this freaky little household. Reid minds me. Well, he is sure as hell going to start minding me. If this is going to work, the two of you need to get with the program. No more topping from the bottom. Now, you disobeyed a direct order given for your safety.”

  “That was for your safety,” she shot back as she worked the rope on her hands. It still didn’t budge. She tried to pull away. She didn’t want Gideon to know how aroused she was at the thought of being dominated by the both of them. “You didn’t want me to find out about you and Reid.”

  “You don’t have a collar,” Gideon explained. “It isn’t safe for you to be around a bunch of Doms without a collar on.”

  “Don’t be so dramatic, Gideon. I spent time alone with Erik, and he didn’t hurt me.”

  The air seemed to still as Gideon took that in. She bit her lip and wished she could take the words back.

  Reid stepped in, a stern look on his face. “What did you say?”

  “Nothing,” Jessica managed to whisper. If they were pretending to be outraged at the thought of her with another man, they were really good at it. Gideon looked like he was ready to kill someone. What if they were telling her the truth?

  “Wrong answer,” Gideon declared and then simply turned and started to walk away. Unfortunately, he kept a firm hold on the rope binding her and it pulled her along. She stumbled forward and found herself being dragged on her ass through the snow.

  “You fucking Neanderthal,” she shouted as she tried to right herself. Her heart was pounding. She was ping-ponging between righteous anger and the fragile hope that she might, just might, be able to have what she wanted. She felt swamped with emotion, and rage seemed the easiest choice.

  “You’re the one who didn’t obey,” Gideon replied over his shoulder. He was pulling along with no obvious struggle. “Get her feet, Reid.”

  Reid picked up her ankles, and she found herself dangling as they carried her up the steps.

  She was suspended, completely dependent on their strength to hold her up. “You can’t do this. There are people in there. They’ll stop you.”

  Gideon’s laugh rang through the night. “Baby, this is a BDSM conference. They’ll just enjoy the show.”

  She had to concede he was probably right. In fact, someone was politely holding the door open for them. Reid stared at her as he carried her into the building.

  “Think seriously about screaming,” he said. “If you really want out, use your safe word and everything stops. You know that. But, love, it won’t start again. If you pull away now, I don’t think he’ll come back.” He lowered his voice. “If you thought he was bad after Anna left with his brother, then I don’t know what he’ll be after this. He loves you. I love you. We were wrong, and we’ll make it up to you. Please think about it, Jessica. Punish us some other way.”

  All she had to do was scream the word red and everything stopped. Gideon would put her down and untie her and she could go on her way.

  “You’re an asshole,” she spat at him, but didn’t get anywhere close to her safe word. She couldn’t. She could be pissed off, but she couldn’t let it be over. If what they said was true, it would never be over.

  “Good girl.” Reid smiled.

  “Is this a scene, sir?” the man holding open the door asked.

  “I’ve been hunting, Master Bryan. I seemed to have found the elusive wild submissive,” Gideon quipped. “I think I’ll keep this scene private until I’ve broken her to a saddle.”

  “Broken me to a saddle?” Jessica practically screamed the question.

  “Reid, I believe we’re going to need a gag,” Gideon replied calmly.

  “I swear I will bite you if you gag me,” Jessica promised.

  Gideon stopped, and Reid dropped her feet. Jessica tried to pull away again, but Gideon was immovable. He kneeled down and brought his face close to hers. His hands tangled in her hair and he forced her to look him straight in the eyes.

  “I wouldn’t try it, sweetheart. I’m willing to forgive the language. You’ve had a shock, but you won’t like what happens if you sink those teeth into me in anything less than an erotic fashion. I’m this close to taking a whip to your sweet backside. I’ll do it publicly, and then I’ll have Reid torture you. He’ll shove a vibrator into that pussy of yours. He’ll fuck you with it right up to the point of
orgasm. Then he’ll take it away, and you’ll suck me off. We’ll do it over and over again until you finally learn the lesson.”

  “What lesson is that?” Her voice was shaky, her pussy pulsing at the very thought of being tortured by them.

  “That you belong to us. Now tell me something, Jessica. Did he fuck you?”

  Gideon’s face looked savage as he pulled her up to her knees. She went with him and found herself strangely unwilling to fight with him. She knew the answer to the question was important to him. He would be hurt if she said yes. He wouldn’t be vulnerable if he simply wanted to use her. Gideon’s heart was there in his eyes.

  What if they were telling the truth? What if she could have everything she ever wanted? This wasn’t some trick. This was her future.

  She settled into the proper position and let her eyes find the floor. She’d run once because fear and insecurity had taken over. She wouldn’t do it again. Even if her heart got broken, she would know she had fought for it. “No, sir. He did not.”

  “What happened? I’m not an idiot. I know he wants you.”

  “He kissed me, but I stopped him.”

  Suddenly Reid was at her back, his hands on her shoulders. He stroked her, always the gentler one of the two. “Why did you stop him, love?”

  “Because I realized how much I loved Gideon. I realized I wasn’t turned on by the bondage. I was turned on by Gideon…and you, Reid.”

  Gideon used his index finger to lift her chin up. His smile was slow and sexy. “Oh, you’re turned on by the bondage, baby. It gets you hot. You’re a filthy girl, and we wouldn’t have you any other way.” He stood quickly and in one smooth move lifted her into his arms. “It looks like we can cancel the hit on Master Erik. I won’t actually kill the man for kissing her.”

  “We’ll just beat him up a little,” Reid agreed. He put a hand on her arm. His gorgeous face was suddenly open and insecure. “Jessica, I want you. I know you want Gideon, but you have to be sure. I don’t…”

  Her heart ached for him. He didn’t want to be second. After being hidden all those years, she knew Reid couldn’t stand the thought that she might only want him because he came along with Gideon. Nothing could be further from the truth. “I love you, Reid, my Master. I want you so much.”

  A brilliant smile split that sensual mouth of his. He kissed her while she lay in Gideon’s arms. “I want you, too, little sub. I love you so much.”

  Gideon stared down at her, his face intense. His hands tightened around her body. “Please be sure about this. I couldn’t handle it if this goes away in the morning. I know I fucked up. I should have trusted that you would understand about Reid. I am asking for your forgiveness. I’m asking for your love and I intend to give you mine in return. I’m willing to give you everything I am. We both will.”

  A wild joy filled her. They were really hers. “I love you. I won’t leave again. The next time you say something terrible to me, I’ll get out my shoe and use you for target practice.”

  Gideon threw back his head and laughed. “I’ll be sure to wear a helmet when we fight.”

  He started down the hall toward Reid’s suite. He ignored the people who tried to get his attention. Her hands were still tied. She let her head drift onto his shoulder and breathed in his scent. He smelled like soap, with the faintest hint of the aftershave Reid used. She loved the mental picture of how that happened. That restless feeling she’d had for the last six months seemed to vanish and a calm acceptance settled in her heart. She was loved. It might be odd and weird, but she was loved, and that was all that mattered.

  Reid opened the door, and she was tossed on the bed. He quickly undid the binding on her wrists. She was surprised to find she hadn’t lost circulation at all.

  “Clothes off, Jessica. You can take them off yourself, or I’ll rip them off you,” Gideon promised. His hands were working to take off his own clothes. He kicked off his boots and quickly divested himself of his jeans and shirt.

  She stared for a moment. He was perfect. He was tall with long, lean muscles. His shoulders were broad and his waist tapered. Her gaze stuck on the erection he was sporting. It nearly lay flat against his ripped abs and almost reached his navel.

  “He is serious, love. He’ll rip them off you.” Reid’s hands came down to pull at her sweater.

  She obediently lifted her arms and noticed Reid was already naked.

  “Holy cow,” she said, taking in the sight.

  Reid smiled readily. “I’m only a little bigger than he is. Don’t worry, baby, I know how to use it.”

  Reid tossed her sweater to the side. His hands slid down to the waistband of her jeans.

  “We need to make a few things plain to you, Jessica.” Gideon’s weight caused the bed to shift. She felt Reid drag off her panties and unclasp her bra. Reid’s hands seemed to be everywhere. Gideon gently pushed her back and pulled her hands over her head. “Leave them there. I’ll tie you up again if I have to. Don’t move until I tell you to. I want to talk to you.”

  “You talk,” Reid growled. “I want to fuck.” He lowered his head and took a nipple into his mouth. His tongue swirled around the ring, tugging at it. She moaned and writhed, her pussy already damp. “I waited forever to get these into my mouth.”

  Gideon watched Reid with half-lidded eyes. “When you’re done with the nipple play, taste her pussy. It’s so sweet.” He looked back up at Jessica, placing a possessive hand on her belly. “You’re beautiful. This body is mine.”

  Reid’s head came up, and he gave Gideon a pointed stare.

  Gideon shrugged. “Fine. It’s ours. It belongs to me and Reid. Do you honestly believe we’ll let anyone insult something we love?”

  She shook her head.

  “Good. Because the next time you call yourself fat, you’ll find yourself over my knee.” His hand moved to play with the nipple Reid wasn’t suckling. He fingered the ring and Jessica struggled to breathe. “This is the way it’s going to work, pet. You’re going to move in with me and Reid. We would love to have you back at work, but if you prefer, you can stay home. We’ll support you.”

  “I want to come back.” She missed working with them. She wanted to have it all. She wanted their love and friendship. She wanted to build their future.

  Gideon pressed his lips to hers. “All right, but be warned, some of your duties might have changed.”

  Reid kissed his way down her torso. His tongue swirled into her navel. “Monday morning conferences could get freaky. And you know I get nervous before I have to go to court. I might need stress relief.”

  Gideon replaced Reid at her breasts while Reid settled himself between her legs. He pressed her thighs apart, and she felt him stretching her gently. He parted her labia and pressed a finger deeply inside her pussy. She gasped and then pressed down, trying to get that finger as deep as it could go.

  “How wet is she?” Gideon asked, tonguing a nipple.

  Reid swiped his tongue across her lips. “She’s soaking wet. She’ll feel so good wrapped around my dick.”

  Gideon winked at her and moved down to the end of the bed with Reid. Reid sat up, and she bemoaned the loss.

  “Hush,” Gideon ordered. He used his fingers to part her. He pulled back the hood of her clitoris and grazed his thumb over her.

  “Oh, please.” She pressed her hips up, craving a firmer touch.

  “Bad sub,” Reid admonished. “You’ll come when we tell you to come. We want to play.”

  “That’s torture,” she complained, but she didn’t move her hands.

  “Welcome to our world.” Gideon laughed deep in his chest. “Yes, it is torture, pet, but the best kind. Reid, I’ll allow you to decide when our sub can come.”

  Reid stroked his tongue deeply into her as Gideon bent over and lapped at her clitoris. She shook with the need to come. She looked down at the erotic sight of two heads, one dark, one blond, working together to bring her pleasure. Reid fucked her with his tongue while Gideon tortured her with del
icate licks. They kept it up until she was sure she would die.

  “All right, you have permission to come, love,” Reid said, getting on his knees. He pressed three fingers high into her, curving them up to hit that perfect spot just as Gideon carefully pressed down on her clit.

  She screamed as the orgasm burst across her skin. It started deep inside and spread like a wildfire. She was still slightly jerking moments later as Gideon continued to lick her, lapping up all her cream. She was languid as she watched Gideon finally get to his knees. He pulled Reid into his arms and kissed him. She propped herself up on her elbows to watch the show. They were so hot. Gideon’s tongue delved deep. They pressed close together, their cocks touching. She sighed and enjoyed watching her men love each other.

  Reid knew if he didn’t get inside someone soon, he was going to explode. His whole body hummed with energy. He was finally in the place he knew he belonged. Gideon’s hand pulled him closer. His mouth dominated and Reid let his hands wrap around Gideon’s waist, forcing their cocks to play. His twitched every time it rubbed against Gideon’s. He tasted like Jessica, tangy and sweet. It made him hotter knowing that Jessica’s juices were all over Gideon’s tongue. She’d been sweet and so responsive, it made Reid long to sink himself into her heat. She was so different from the hard angles and fierce dominance of Gideon. She was soft and wet.

  “You’re on the edge.” Gideon’s big fist wrapped around Reid’s cock. He pumped up and down, making Reid moan. “I could make you come. I could jerk your cock until you couldn’t take it anymore and you came. I would make sure you came all over our Jessica. She would be covered with you.”

  The mental image did nothing to settle him down. “I’d rather fuck her. It’s my turn to get inside her. I’ve waited three years.” Jessica whimpered, letting Reid know she was fine with that idea. Reid grinned down at her. “And she’s a bad sub, again. No one gave you permission to move, love.”

  Gideon growled and quickly flipped Jessica over. She barely managed a gasp before his hand came down on the round part of her backside. Reid watched as her flesh pinkened. It was beautiful. Gideon spanked her three more times. She moaned into the comforter and her hips wiggled.